can't stop myself of loving u......

i found tat...

i can't concentrate study on saturday......

hahah...

i found tat i like u liao...

how??!!

like only o!! is like only~~

haixX......

but no nid 2 scared...

i won't fall in luv wif u de....

i not so bad acttually....

i found tat...

i always luv the same ppl wif my fren lie...

shit......

haixX....

i 1 2 say thing in blog oso susah liao......

i can't love u de...
n no chance to love u..

lol.....

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exam coming liao....

so scared......

haix...

but 2day really no mood to study.....

if got hp den good lo....

haiXx...

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i really very ugly lie....

not liang lui...

u all can help me 1 thing ma??

the thing is~~

when u all on9...

i invite u...

n u tell him i'm ugly...

can??

YUAN KHAI SHEIN ar!!! i tell u ar!!! u no chance 2 say cannot... u must help me liao~~ hahah

jux now u got frighten mah?? i say yuan khai....er.. hahahahah....acttually... if i tell... really not good to u de.... bad to u n me too.... so... better dun tell lo~~i oso hopE can tell... but... not gud lo... if i tell......

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i found tat.... (i always found something horr??)

everytime i c u... i very happy lie~~

but dunno y u din call me liao...

a bit sAd......

but saw u in tong fatt... ^^ happy-ing~~

so liang zai lo... can say tat....

but no chance....

cannot...

sure no......

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again i found tat!!

i always love guy tat got gf de...

y like tis de ar??!!

haixX...

very hurT de lie....

xing ku-ing.....

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to: u(s)

i'm not supposed to love you...

i'm not supposed to care...

i'm not supposed to live my life...

wishing you were there...

i'm not supposed to wonder...

where you are or what you do...

i'm sorry, i can't help myself...

cause i'm in love with you...

help... help... help.... help...

who will hear mE???

haixX........

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got 1 1rk arif de ppl... malay ar~~ his name is Arash... quite liang zai de~~^^ he always c me n call me... acttually i biasa liao... cox every maly c me(form 1 lah) will call me POK~~~ PEI~~~ JIA~~~~ they sotsot de... okok... cum back to tis Arash... he always ask my hp number... ofcourse i din giv him lah~~ den he ask my fren... my fren oso din giv him.... den... mei qi tell me... i daymeiqi ask him...

Meiqi: awak minat Pok Pei Jia ar??

Arash: smile n talk wif his fren..

Arash's fren: yalo! Dia minat Pok Pei Jia..

den Arash jux smile n laugh...

HELP LO!!! ARASH'S EYESIDE GOT PROBLEM!!!

SO UGLY OSO MINAT....

sotsotde~~~~

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n...

my class... 1 rk cekal...

got 1 ppl name is RAJA o~~ raja ashtrofil(dunno how 2 spell)... oso liang zai de... tis one not quite... is really liang zai... den o... i think my bm teacher minat him~~ hahah... cox she always call him de o... but he realy very liang zai lah~~ haven't c a malay so laing zai~~ my geo teacher 1 2 talk wif him... den she will say..:" Ampun tuanku! raja! apa nak tanya?" wif the ampun tuanku action de o.... hahahah... so funny~~~^^

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ok lah~~

enough telling story liao...

my pc is going to got chinese lo~~^^

nitezZ...

2day...
half training...
ah soo bought a cupcake n 100plus...
i saw...
den i say i 1 it...
den ah soo point "fuck" finger at me....
den i oso dunno how...
i jux angry look at him...
if he is ah chong...
i sure tell coach...
but dunno y...
i jux no mood 2day...
wat lah~~ i on9 den all scared of me... all off9??
boring ta~~
n everytime i on... sure lightning.....
help lo.... i jux can on once a week.... dun like tis lie~~~~
now still lightning-ing...
wat can do?!
haizZ...
no phone...
can't on9...
homework oso no mood 2 do liao......

all sulaimanese~~ listen~~
i ask ur a question......
Soo Mun Chun leng zai or Poo Mun Kit leng zai??
must leave comment 2 tell me...

khai shien ar!!! dun tell me u dunno how 2 leave comment... i hantam u ar!!! (srry... change topic liao...)u really.... thin like a bamboo... even thiner den ur lover lolz...... tell u~~ i push u den u fall down liao lo.... eat more lah... den o.... u r a guy... u noe?? how 2 bao hu ur bao bei?? n o......always din on9... u noe or not?? i'm very boring ta...... i 1 2 ask u 2 help me "chuan hua" de.... oso cannot liao...... u lor... on9 lah.... plzZ... say teman me de... den chit me oso... haixX...
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sorry ar.... bcox i really very boring.... n lz 2 do homework... sejarah nota o.... who 1 2 do?? n no nid passup 2moro de...... really boring....
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tis few day o....
i dunno y....
no mood at all....
smile oso dificult......
^^
saturday is bcox of khai shien n his bao bei de things lo....
tell u!! his bao bei really luv him 1...... but his bao bei dun1 2 let him noe about it... i told him liao... but he dun trust me...... n his bao bei tell him tat she really din like him.... but she really lun him 1.... but he dun trust me...... how??
haizZ......
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lightning...... faster stop plz~~~~ boring......
khai shein...... white mouse...... n every1....on9 lah!!!!!!
not now ar.... cox now i can't on......
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i really very ugly lie... how?? n very fat oso... haixX...
if who say tat i'm thin or beutiful or cute...
tat ppl eye got problem liao de lor......
must go check liao de~~~~
^^
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i really very ugly n fat....
haixX

rojak....

understand me liao?? haixX...i still thinging of u... but i noe i really can't get u... 2moro can c u dy... quite happy.... hope u got go......
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y must u transfer again???

u luv her den u dun transfer lo....

y must??

acttually u transfer or not oso not my work....

i dunno y i care it....

u jux the 1 n only tat i belive....

i can chat anything wif u....

but not wif others....

plz~~

plz~~

actually until now....

i oso dunno hu i luv....

so...

i really nid a fren 2 chat wif....

chat until...

until...

until...

dunno...

so... dun transfer plz...

i noe i can't control u transfer or not...

she can...

but i tell u she really luv u...

u dun trust me...

den watever u like lo....

u trust her lo....

trust ur lover...

haixX....

dun transfer plz......

sAd valentines day......

sad valentines day....
dun hurt me anymore....
last day.... last day....last day talk wif u... u jux angry me....
haizZ...
no mood today....
jux cry... n cry...n cry....
dun hurt me like tis.......
haizZ....
now...slowly....
i not really like ppl call me liang zai dy....
but...ntg more can call me.... ar u call me hodoh gal lo....
i'm really very ugly......
good nitezZ...
tatA~~~~

无题

有时……太过的保护不是好的……太爱也不好……太了解也不好……叹……一切由上帝去安排……我们只要做好本分就好了……

8/2/09

如果有一天我放弃你了……不是因为我不爱你了……而是……我太爱你了……我会把你埋在我心里最深最深最深的角落……你知道吗！……你今天用球拍轻轻拍我肩膀的那一刻……我整颗心都碎了……我在怀疑你是真心的还是假假的……你到底想怎样啊……想你想疯了……其实我早该放弃你……

我会学着放弃你……
只因为我太爱你……

6/2/09

减肥中……请勿请我吃东西……也是胃痛中

最近没有时间吃东西……胃又酱烦……没办法呐

i love u...

i 1 2 say...i love u...

my dear friend...^^...i really prefer u all can call me jia jia...thanks...i also like ppl call me 宝贝...but very disgusting...haha...unless tat ppl is u...hehe...

hmm

努力减肥当中...^^...

他

不是因为紧紧抓在手中就是你的，手放了，他还在你手心才是你的。就算我爱到你死去活来没有用，是你的就是你的，不是你的永远都不会属于你……我只能做的只是默默的爱着你……因为我知道……你永远不属于我……不过我会等……至少做个朋友也好……虽然不可能做情人……我永远爱你