29/1/09

if say give up a person is like cough...why should i care those wen rou i wont get...

28/1/09

难道我就这样过我的一生，我的吻注定吻不到我爱的人...

liang zai?

say the truth...i dislike ppl call me liang zai...actually i say myself liang zai is to an wei myself...so ugly...what to do???born like this...i saw myself also 1 2 vomit...others ppl also sure 1 2 vomit...if can choose...u tot i 1 2 do liang zai meh?ppl call leng lui also i dare not turn back mu head...wait ppl say:who call u?dunno u ugly ar?

haiz...

27/1/09

i try to break the wall between us...but u build it higher and higher...more and more...

every time i saw my scar on my hand...i think of u again...why i always love someone tat didnt love me?am i stupid?

been surround by one ppl is so fan...i knw...sorry...i also dun 1...but i too love u...

4 u~~

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声
每当听见她或他说「我们」就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

cny?

almost chu xi ye liao...eat not united de tuan yuan fan...hehe...i cried bcz of this a few time liao...tats why...cannot cry anymore...thanks for those tat caring me this few year...and thanks tat u all give me caring u all...love u all...

3-5th is my competition...mssd...no nid i say...u also know lar...i so hope u come...but u say u 1 2 study...then tats enough...then ask u if u start ur college life...then u didnt answer liao...enough liao...u got answer then enough liao...already happy liao...go have a look in my blog lar...ok???i heard u in kuantan liao...tats mean u wont be there 2mrw...2 weeks didnt saw u liao..i will very miss u...but tat time almost one month also can...i will 努力过看不到你的日子...what are u count downing???if i ask u...sure u wont reply...so its better dont ask u...then wont fan u...thanks tat u always give me fan...hehe...although u not rela...but still thanks tat u didnt change ur number...

ok lar...
good night lor...
muackzz...

my dad???

not tat i strong...is bcz tat is a fact...i cry also no use...i told u bcz i 1 u 2 know...u are not the pitiest...atleast u know where ur dad is...me???i dunno now he is die or live...already happened...imposible to chance...then u nid to accept...why cry???he wont back even u cry...why so care abt this thing???importantly...study...to 报答我们伟大，辛苦的妈妈...

after read this post...then pls to ask anything abt my dad...thanks u all...

cry?(18/1/09)

today...ah chung make me cry...now i dont think he is like me...like last week...play double...initialy coach ask me patner ah chung...but i say dun 1...then ah chung say:we wear same cloth(to another ppl)...phew...after a few point...,is my turn to serve to ah chung...when i saw his eyes tat full with anger and cool...i very scare...holding the shutter and breath many times...still not dare to serve...i turned my head to look at coach,coach xiang and ah soo...they say no nid scare...1 2 serve low the serve...1 2 serve high then serve...i turn infront...look onto his eyes...i very very scare...then i turn back to look at them again...the tears already in my eyes...they continue say no nid scare...but when i saw his eyes...i really dare not serve...to horible already....at last...i cry...i serve to him 4 times...4 times also same...the tears is in the eyes...but still i serve...dunno is he mean it or not...everytime i serve...then i win it...hope after cny no nid to serve to him already...i really scare...

tired(17/1/08)

one word...tired...

misunderstand?

today always been misunderstand by others...realy hate it ar...u all 1 2 misunderstand than misunderstand lor...i and him really didnt have anything...i hate been misunderstand by ppl...really 1 2 explain too all the ppl...but i scare become more complicated...really dunno what to do...

if u all know i open a new one...pls dont tell anyone...must keep secret...
night....muackzz...

sorry for cheating ur gan qing...

i always think tat i cheating ppl gan qing...i very can ren na...today he realy buy aiskrim for me...i just eat one time then give back him(his friend beside him)then he really eat finish...after i back from yue ye sai pao...he take 100+ for me...i thinking not to take...but still accept...drink 2 time then give him back(his friend also there)then he also drink finish...horible ler...when i say my book is heavy...he will help me take...my school bag also he help me take..when i say 1 2 buy things...he can direct go buy even he didnt eat yet...i really bad ar!...what i can do is just reply him more...i realy too over...1 something then never think of others feeling...i really bad...sorry...李耀森

rumah sukan???argh...

14/1/2009
2day...have a meeting of the rumah sukan...no place to sit...then i mah stand lor...after very long time...sudenly...the senior tat sit beside me stand up..a annoying girl keep asking me to sit.....then...she annoyed me until i sit...after tat...tat senior come back...then i mar stand up lor...but he dun 1 sit also...knee beside...tat anoying girl ask me ask him if he 1 2 sit...then i ask...he ask me to sit...then i share same chair with tat annoying girl...have another senior beside me...not far...tat anoying girl...dunno if her ass to big...keep pushing me toward tat senior...my leg and shirt also touch him liao...(can imagine how close it was,then tat anoying girl still keep pushing)...gan ga dao...luckily tat seniordidnt have any reaction...if not...die lor...dunno each other at all...bcz all of them...always say many rude word...very terror...scare ler...so scare he beat me...hehe...

ah soo...........ah chung...

this is last sunday 1...

today ah...i patner with ah soo...sometime...i really think coach,u been buyed by ah chung is it???when he is here...u ask us play double......if ah chung not here...u ask us play single...luckily...i patner ah soo today...and not tat guy...

when we finish 1st set...tat guy say:change patner...i want to patner pei jia....i direct say dunwan...then...tat guy become angry...like a lion tat angrying...he smash very hard...then...i very scare...ah soo tell me no nid scare...then i say...how if he smash me...then ah soo say...he wont smash u 1...relax...then...we continue play...tat guy really didnt smash me...keep smashing ah soo...

tat guy is ah chung lar...

hmm...i wonder why...

ah soo...so happy..we finaly become friend after training together one year...really hope u can keep ur attitude to me like tat day...^^...