love U

我真的怕你弄到我牙肉流血噢……^^开玩笑的啦~~不要生气~~我真的不相信你敢亲我……如果被你表姐看到会很惨噢~~我爱你啦~~爱死你了！！

谢谢3姨~~很好吃噢~~吃到我满脸是stawberry。。。爽噢~~我很想跟你一起分享的。。。可是你去生日会。。。就算没有去也不能。。。很想念你噢~~快点星期一。。。^^

忍你。。。

超想一巴给你！！
可以不要再讽刺我吗？
我忍够了！！
我爱谁管你什么事啊！！
我花心又管你什么事啊！！
不要每天假可怜！！
每天炫耀自己！！
你真的以为全校人爱你啊？！
不认识你的人看你样子都懂你耀啊！！
不是每个人都包容你的。。。
包括我！！！

风远远地吹着我的脸我的手我的发我的心我的眼睛
你远远的呆在那个城那个路那个房那个灯那扇窗口
我静静的放着你给我的cd音乐当作背景
怎么唱都不再煽情
我记得你习惯闭着眼抱着我好像我是你的脸笑嘻嘻
我不知该如何对你笑对你哭张着嘴不理你像个机器
你的世界我的日子好像没有谁对谁发过脾气
过的太快,来不及
唉哟……
你说你说我们要不要在一起
柔情的日子里
生活的不费力气
傻傻看你只要和你在一起
唉哟……
你说你说我们要不要在一起
柔情的日子里
生活的不费力气
傻傻看你只要和你在一起
唉哟……
我说我说我要我们在一起
柔情的日子里
爱你不费力气
傻傻看你只要和你在一起
不像现在只能遥远的唱着你


我要我们在一起！！

可是。。。
有些事不是说要就能要的。。。
我也明白。。。
至少我是你妹妹。。。
是你好朋友。。。
可是。。。
我一点也不想只有那样。。。

无言。。。

你问我，我们不可能吗？这应该是我问你吧？
爱疯了～～
你也爱疯了。。。只是那个人不是我。。。
爱上你真的是错吗？？
想疯了。。。
我真的不想烦到你。。。
对不起～～


那一扇车门
关出我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程
爱无法均分
以后就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人
容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩也不忍看恋人爱成路人
宁愿爱一点不剩也不忍看恋人爱成路人

爱惨了。。。

ｔａｇ

第1:被点者请在自己的BLOG里写下答案
第2:请传给另外十位的人
第3:传阅人请在这10位朋友的留言版留言，告知他/她被点名了
第4:这10位朋友不得拒绝
第5:被点名者请注明被谁点再传给下10位
第6:被点名者,你们被点会得到祝福，并且愿望会实现，也会得到幸福这是这TAG的规则^^
幸福套餐 NO 1
1.你的绰号:珈珈
2.年龄:１３--２００９
3.生日:１８/０３.１９９６
星座:双鱼座
5.兴趣:转牛角尖
幸福套餐 NO 2
1.你有没有喜欢的人:有
2.是否在交往:没有
3.现在幸福吗:不吧。。。
4.如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事:抱着他痛快的哭
5.如果有天，你爱的人跟你告白的话:答应他
幸福套餐 NO 3
1.点你的人是:颖慧
2.他是你的:好友
3.他的个性:好人
4.认识他多久:1年多吧。。
5.你觉得他怎样:超好
幸福套餐 NO 4
1.最爱的节目:超级星光大道
2.最爱的音乐:好听的。。
3.最爱的季节:冬
4.最爱的卡通:不懂。。
5.最爱的人:上帝＋妈妈＋他
6.最爱的颜色:黑
7.最爱的国家:没人知道的地方
8.最爱的天气:雨天
幸福套餐 NO 5
1.如果上天给你三个愿望:希望他会接受我，希望能考到好成绩，希望家人永远健康快乐
2.你是很专一的人吗:是吧。。。
3.最深刻的回忆:３月５号和他谈天时
4.你是个很有信心的人吗:不懂
5.你很爱微笑吗:噢。。。
6.如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗:不愿意
7.妄想什么样的生活:快乐
8.是否横刀夺爱才是爱:不是


不想ｔａｇ人。。。不幸福无所谓。。。

爱上．．．

我知道我们是不可能的．．．有些东西真的不是说放就能放得下．．．你很爱她．．．我觉得他也是爱你的．．．爱上了，无法挽回．．．你说你曾经喜欢我，对我有好感．．．我不是很相信．．．你还问我为什么不早点说呢．．．因为我不想破坏你们．．．你们才是真正彼此相爱的．．．最后她说她不爱你了．．．可是我觉得她心里还是爱你的．．．酱多年的朋友了．．．我知道她怎样想的．．．所以我也没告诉她们我爱上你的事．．．我不喜欢人为了我而改变，可是我却为了你在改变．我很久没有痛快得大哭一场了．．．昨晚我哭了．．够够力的哭了．．．每次听到你叫我‘妹妹’，我的心很不舒服。。。像是被狠狠的插了一刀。。很痛很痛。。。你说你会考虑。。。我能做的只是等你的答案，我知道那机会几乎等于０。。可是我会等。。。等待你的爱。。。我求你不要转校。。。真的不要转。。。我很怕很怕很怕你转。。。我不知道我该怎样活下去。。。我很怕在学校看到你，我会哭。。。如果真的哭了，我会期待你刚好经过，看到我。。。可是我觉得你不会。。。就算你经过也是注意隔壁班的她。。。不会注意到我的存在。。。

你从不知道　我想做的不知是朋友。。。
还享想有那么一点点自私的占有。。。
我快疯了。。。
快上线啦～～

不管有多苦。。。

站在属於我的角落
假装自己只是个过客
我的心在人群中闪躲
不懂我们之间这份真情
犯了什么错
若你不是你而我不是我
那又多快乐
不管与你的路有多苦
我只想要拥有最后的祝福
再多的伤害我都不在乎
愿你我挣脱一切的束缚
不管与你的路有多苦
擦乾眼泪告诉自己不准哭
我不怕谁说这是个错误
只要你我坚持永不认输
不管与你的路有多苦
擦乾眼泪告诉自己不准哭
我不怕谁说这是个错误
只要你我坚持永不认输

can't stop myself of loving u......

i found tat...

i can't concentrate study on saturday......

hahah...

i found tat i like u liao...

how??!!

like only o!! is like only~~

haixX......

but no nid 2 scared...

i won't fall in luv wif u de....

i not so bad acttually....

i found tat...

i always luv the same ppl wif my fren lie...

shit......

haixX....

i 1 2 say thing in blog oso susah liao......

i can't love u de...
n no chance to love u..

lol.....

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exam coming liao....

so scared......

haix...

but 2day really no mood to study.....

if got hp den good lo....

haiXx...

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i really very ugly lie....

not liang lui...

u all can help me 1 thing ma??

the thing is~~

when u all on9...

i invite u...

n u tell him i'm ugly...

can??

YUAN KHAI SHEIN ar!!! i tell u ar!!! u no chance 2 say cannot... u must help me liao~~ hahah

jux now u got frighten mah?? i say yuan khai....er.. hahahahah....acttually... if i tell... really not good to u de.... bad to u n me too.... so... better dun tell lo~~i oso hopE can tell... but... not gud lo... if i tell......

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i found tat.... (i always found something horr??)

everytime i c u... i very happy lie~~

but dunno y u din call me liao...

a bit sAd......

but saw u in tong fatt... ^^ happy-ing~~

so liang zai lo... can say tat....

but no chance....

cannot...

sure no......

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again i found tat!!

i always love guy tat got gf de...

y like tis de ar??!!

haixX...

very hurT de lie....

xing ku-ing.....

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to: u(s)

i'm not supposed to love you...

i'm not supposed to care...

i'm not supposed to live my life...

wishing you were there...

i'm not supposed to wonder...

where you are or what you do...

i'm sorry, i can't help myself...

cause i'm in love with you...

help... help... help.... help...

who will hear mE???

haixX........

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got 1 1rk arif de ppl... malay ar~~ his name is Arash... quite liang zai de~~^^ he always c me n call me... acttually i biasa liao... cox every maly c me(form 1 lah) will call me POK~~~ PEI~~~ JIA~~~~ they sotsot de... okok... cum back to tis Arash... he always ask my hp number... ofcourse i din giv him lah~~ den he ask my fren... my fren oso din giv him.... den... mei qi tell me... i daymeiqi ask him...

Meiqi: awak minat Pok Pei Jia ar??

Arash: smile n talk wif his fren..

Arash's fren: yalo! Dia minat Pok Pei Jia..

den Arash jux smile n laugh...

HELP LO!!! ARASH'S EYESIDE GOT PROBLEM!!!

SO UGLY OSO MINAT....

sotsotde~~~~

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n...

my class... 1 rk cekal...

got 1 ppl name is RAJA o~~ raja ashtrofil(dunno how 2 spell)... oso liang zai de... tis one not quite... is really liang zai... den o... i think my bm teacher minat him~~ hahah... cox she always call him de o... but he realy very liang zai lah~~ haven't c a malay so laing zai~~ my geo teacher 1 2 talk wif him... den she will say..:" Ampun tuanku! raja! apa nak tanya?" wif the ampun tuanku action de o.... hahahah... so funny~~~^^

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ok lah~~

enough telling story liao...

my pc is going to got chinese lo~~^^

nitezZ...

2day...
half training...
ah soo bought a cupcake n 100plus...
i saw...
den i say i 1 it...
den ah soo point "fuck" finger at me....
den i oso dunno how...
i jux angry look at him...
if he is ah chong...
i sure tell coach...
but dunno y...
i jux no mood 2day...
wat lah~~ i on9 den all scared of me... all off9??
boring ta~~
n everytime i on... sure lightning.....
help lo.... i jux can on once a week.... dun like tis lie~~~~
now still lightning-ing...
wat can do?!
haizZ...
no phone...
can't on9...
homework oso no mood 2 do liao......

all sulaimanese~~ listen~~
i ask ur a question......
Soo Mun Chun leng zai or Poo Mun Kit leng zai??
must leave comment 2 tell me...

khai shien ar!!! dun tell me u dunno how 2 leave comment... i hantam u ar!!! (srry... change topic liao...)u really.... thin like a bamboo... even thiner den ur lover lolz...... tell u~~ i push u den u fall down liao lo.... eat more lah... den o.... u r a guy... u noe?? how 2 bao hu ur bao bei?? n o......always din on9... u noe or not?? i'm very boring ta...... i 1 2 ask u 2 help me "chuan hua" de.... oso cannot liao...... u lor... on9 lah.... plzZ... say teman me de... den chit me oso... haixX...
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sorry ar.... bcox i really very boring.... n lz 2 do homework... sejarah nota o.... who 1 2 do?? n no nid passup 2moro de...... really boring....
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tis few day o....
i dunno y....
no mood at all....
smile oso dificult......
^^
saturday is bcox of khai shien n his bao bei de things lo....
tell u!! his bao bei really luv him 1...... but his bao bei dun1 2 let him noe about it... i told him liao... but he dun trust me...... n his bao bei tell him tat she really din like him.... but she really lun him 1.... but he dun trust me...... how??
haizZ......
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lightning...... faster stop plz~~~~ boring......
khai shein...... white mouse...... n every1....on9 lah!!!!!!
not now ar.... cox now i can't on......
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i really very ugly lie... how?? n very fat oso... haixX...
if who say tat i'm thin or beutiful or cute...
tat ppl eye got problem liao de lor......
must go check liao de~~~~
^^
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i really very ugly n fat....
haixX

rojak....

understand me liao?? haixX...i still thinging of u... but i noe i really can't get u... 2moro can c u dy... quite happy.... hope u got go......
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y must u transfer again???

u luv her den u dun transfer lo....

y must??

acttually u transfer or not oso not my work....

i dunno y i care it....

u jux the 1 n only tat i belive....

i can chat anything wif u....

but not wif others....

plz~~

plz~~

actually until now....

i oso dunno hu i luv....

so...

i really nid a fren 2 chat wif....

chat until...

until...

until...

dunno...

so... dun transfer plz...

i noe i can't control u transfer or not...

she can...

but i tell u she really luv u...

u dun trust me...

den watever u like lo....

u trust her lo....

trust ur lover...

haixX....

dun transfer plz......

sAd valentines day......

sad valentines day....
dun hurt me anymore....
last day.... last day....last day talk wif u... u jux angry me....
haizZ...
no mood today....
jux cry... n cry...n cry....
dun hurt me like tis.......
haizZ....
now...slowly....
i not really like ppl call me liang zai dy....
but...ntg more can call me.... ar u call me hodoh gal lo....
i'm really very ugly......
good nitezZ...
tatA~~~~

无题

有时……太过的保护不是好的……太爱也不好……太了解也不好……叹……一切由上帝去安排……我们只要做好本分就好了……

8/2/09

如果有一天我放弃你了……不是因为我不爱你了……而是……我太爱你了……我会把你埋在我心里最深最深最深的角落……你知道吗！……你今天用球拍轻轻拍我肩膀的那一刻……我整颗心都碎了……我在怀疑你是真心的还是假假的……你到底想怎样啊……想你想疯了……其实我早该放弃你……

我会学着放弃你……
只因为我太爱你……

6/2/09

减肥中……请勿请我吃东西……也是胃痛中

最近没有时间吃东西……胃又酱烦……没办法呐

i love u...

i 1 2 say...i love u...

my dear friend...^^...i really prefer u all can call me jia jia...thanks...i also like ppl call me 宝贝...but very disgusting...haha...unless tat ppl is u...hehe...

hmm

努力减肥当中...^^...

他

不是因为紧紧抓在手中就是你的，手放了，他还在你手心才是你的。就算我爱到你死去活来没有用，是你的就是你的，不是你的永远都不会属于你……我只能做的只是默默的爱着你……因为我知道……你永远不属于我……不过我会等……至少做个朋友也好……虽然不可能做情人……我永远爱你

29/1/09

if say give up a person is like cough...why should i care those wen rou i wont get...

28/1/09

难道我就这样过我的一生，我的吻注定吻不到我爱的人...

liang zai?

say the truth...i dislike ppl call me liang zai...actually i say myself liang zai is to an wei myself...so ugly...what to do???born like this...i saw myself also 1 2 vomit...others ppl also sure 1 2 vomit...if can choose...u tot i 1 2 do liang zai meh?ppl call leng lui also i dare not turn back mu head...wait ppl say:who call u?dunno u ugly ar?

haiz...

27/1/09

i try to break the wall between us...but u build it higher and higher...more and more...

every time i saw my scar on my hand...i think of u again...why i always love someone tat didnt love me?am i stupid?

been surround by one ppl is so fan...i knw...sorry...i also dun 1...but i too love u...

4 u~~

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声
每当听见她或他说「我们」就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

cny?

almost chu xi ye liao...eat not united de tuan yuan fan...hehe...i cried bcz of this a few time liao...tats why...cannot cry anymore...thanks for those tat caring me this few year...and thanks tat u all give me caring u all...love u all...

3-5th is my competition...mssd...no nid i say...u also know lar...i so hope u come...but u say u 1 2 study...then tats enough...then ask u if u start ur college life...then u didnt answer liao...enough liao...u got answer then enough liao...already happy liao...go have a look in my blog lar...ok???i heard u in kuantan liao...tats mean u wont be there 2mrw...2 weeks didnt saw u liao..i will very miss u...but tat time almost one month also can...i will 努力过看不到你的日子...what are u count downing???if i ask u...sure u wont reply...so its better dont ask u...then wont fan u...thanks tat u always give me fan...hehe...although u not rela...but still thanks tat u didnt change ur number...

ok lar...
good night lor...
muackzz...

my dad???

not tat i strong...is bcz tat is a fact...i cry also no use...i told u bcz i 1 u 2 know...u are not the pitiest...atleast u know where ur dad is...me???i dunno now he is die or live...already happened...imposible to chance...then u nid to accept...why cry???he wont back even u cry...why so care abt this thing???importantly...study...to 报答我们伟大，辛苦的妈妈...

after read this post...then pls to ask anything abt my dad...thanks u all...

cry?(18/1/09)

today...ah chung make me cry...now i dont think he is like me...like last week...play double...initialy coach ask me patner ah chung...but i say dun 1...then ah chung say:we wear same cloth(to another ppl)...phew...after a few point...,is my turn to serve to ah chung...when i saw his eyes tat full with anger and cool...i very scare...holding the shutter and breath many times...still not dare to serve...i turned my head to look at coach,coach xiang and ah soo...they say no nid scare...1 2 serve low the serve...1 2 serve high then serve...i turn infront...look onto his eyes...i very very scare...then i turn back to look at them again...the tears already in my eyes...they continue say no nid scare...but when i saw his eyes...i really dare not serve...to horible already....at last...i cry...i serve to him 4 times...4 times also same...the tears is in the eyes...but still i serve...dunno is he mean it or not...everytime i serve...then i win it...hope after cny no nid to serve to him already...i really scare...

tired(17/1/08)

one word...tired...

misunderstand?

today always been misunderstand by others...realy hate it ar...u all 1 2 misunderstand than misunderstand lor...i and him really didnt have anything...i hate been misunderstand by ppl...really 1 2 explain too all the ppl...but i scare become more complicated...really dunno what to do...

if u all know i open a new one...pls dont tell anyone...must keep secret...
night....muackzz...

sorry for cheating ur gan qing...

i always think tat i cheating ppl gan qing...i very can ren na...today he realy buy aiskrim for me...i just eat one time then give back him(his friend beside him)then he really eat finish...after i back from yue ye sai pao...he take 100+ for me...i thinking not to take...but still accept...drink 2 time then give him back(his friend also there)then he also drink finish...horible ler...when i say my book is heavy...he will help me take...my school bag also he help me take..when i say 1 2 buy things...he can direct go buy even he didnt eat yet...i really bad ar!...what i can do is just reply him more...i realy too over...1 something then never think of others feeling...i really bad...sorry...李耀森

rumah sukan???argh...

14/1/2009
2day...have a meeting of the rumah sukan...no place to sit...then i mah stand lor...after very long time...sudenly...the senior tat sit beside me stand up..a annoying girl keep asking me to sit.....then...she annoyed me until i sit...after tat...tat senior come back...then i mar stand up lor...but he dun 1 sit also...knee beside...tat anoying girl ask me ask him if he 1 2 sit...then i ask...he ask me to sit...then i share same chair with tat annoying girl...have another senior beside me...not far...tat anoying girl...dunno if her ass to big...keep pushing me toward tat senior...my leg and shirt also touch him liao...(can imagine how close it was,then tat anoying girl still keep pushing)...gan ga dao...luckily tat seniordidnt have any reaction...if not...die lor...dunno each other at all...bcz all of them...always say many rude word...very terror...scare ler...so scare he beat me...hehe...

ah soo...........ah chung...

this is last sunday 1...

today ah...i patner with ah soo...sometime...i really think coach,u been buyed by ah chung is it???when he is here...u ask us play double......if ah chung not here...u ask us play single...luckily...i patner ah soo today...and not tat guy...

when we finish 1st set...tat guy say:change patner...i want to patner pei jia....i direct say dunwan...then...tat guy become angry...like a lion tat angrying...he smash very hard...then...i very scare...ah soo tell me no nid scare...then i say...how if he smash me...then ah soo say...he wont smash u 1...relax...then...we continue play...tat guy really didnt smash me...keep smashing ah soo...

tat guy is ah chung lar...

hmm...i wonder why...

ah soo...so happy..we finaly become friend after training together one year...really hope u can keep ur attitude to me like tat day...^^...