cry?(18/1/09)

today...ah chung make me cry...now i dont think he is like me...like last week...play double...initialy coach ask me patner ah chung...but i say dun 1...then ah chung say:we wear same cloth(to another ppl)...phew...after a few point...,is my turn to serve to ah chung...when i saw his eyes tat full with anger and cool...i very scare...holding the shutter and breath many times...still not dare to serve...i turned my head to look at coach,coach xiang and ah soo...they say no nid scare...1 2 serve low the serve...1 2 serve high then serve...i turn infront...look onto his eyes...i very very scare...then i turn back to look at them again...the tears already in my eyes...they continue say no nid scare...but when i saw his eyes...i really dare not serve...to horible already....at last...i cry...i serve to him 4 times...4 times also same...the tears is in the eyes...but still i serve...dunno is he mean it or not...everytime i serve...then i win it...hope after cny no nid to serve to him already...i really scare...